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Welcome to Forbidden Fears, a blog and 1/18th resource site. Enjoy, and be sure to see the For You page on your way out! Hopefully this won't be our last time meeting! ^^

The cold, moaning wind whips your body, sending a shudder throughout you.You look around and see nothing but dead, decaying trees, and the glowing full moon that has a reddish tint to it. In the distance, a dark landform settled itself between two crusty boulders.You squint to see it better, and you make out a cave. You instinctively make your way over to it, for the clouds are beginning to gather and the scent of rain hangs strongly in the air. When the first few drops have made their way to the ground, you are at the cave. In the cave, you see a a girl with black, curly hair and glowing sharp green emerald eyes. She looks at you without saying a word, and right before your eyes fades into the shadows. You hear a voice circling your head, saying, "Here lies your darkest fears." The hair on the back of your neck stands up, and as you peer into the darkness, you're terrified to see your own forbidden fears.

Sunday, February 7th, 2010; 1:25 pm.
| Unbelievably. Blessed. |

Sosundayiwenttotheshowreallyearlyat6:30amtogiveJasperabathand-- WAIT! Slow down, Moriah! Now let's take it from the top s - l - o - w - l - y. Okay, shoot. So Sunday I went to the goat show really early at 6:30 am to give Jasper a bath. It took forever to give him one, and every time I gave him one, he lied down in the wet, soggy mud! I was so pissed and was pretty sure I wasn't going to do good. In fact, actually, I got 3rd place! Wait, before you're all like "Good job, Moriah! That's excellent!" the truth is, I got third place out of three. So technically I got last place. Then the hogs showed, then the heifers. Then the SALE. I was so scared and sad, cause I knew these were gonna be the last hours I had with Jasper, my goat. So I was lining up, waiting to be called up to the auction. I was so nervous and scared, I couldn't breathe and my heart was pounding in my ears. Then they called that fateful number 19. I walked Jasper over to the middle of the show ring, my friend following closely behind with my third place ribbon. We started at the floor price, $52.00 and it went up to $100, then $125. I smiled my brightest, nervous at that little amount of money. Then it was over, and I was promised one twenty-five big ones. I took my picture than started crying, waiting for the buyer to show up and take my baby boy away from me. He appeared, and I was devastated. I even tried hiding Jasper behind my back so he wouldn't see him. So it was Mr. James Alfaro. I knew instantly it was Mrs. Dulock's father, because her maiden name was Alfaro. He came up to me, and said immediately, "How'd you like it if you could keep your goat?" I was stunned at his question, but blurted out my heart, and tears came along with it. "I'd love it. He means so much to me and I've never felt so close to anything!" I blubbered pathetically. He smiled real kindly, and says, "You can keep him. And the money." I fell to my knees and wrapped my arms around Jasper lovingly, crying hard. I didn't think he was serious, and I then hated him for teasing me like that. But he was serious. He just wanted a picture for his son who was in Iraq fighting in the army. I can't thank God enough. x3

I promise some more graphics by at least Thursday, so, mark your calender! (haha, not really) Baii!

Monday, February 1st, 2010; 9:35 pm.
| Woot! |

I am going to start track and field if I can! But, drumroll please, I am going to put up book reviews and site reviews! Please do not be offended if I critisize a little here and there! I'm just doing what you told me to do, which is review the site! I haven't been able to spend time at all with my friends lately because of everything going on lately, so I'm hoping to overcome my business. Once I sell Jasper, I'll have more time after school and such.

Do you have a school that has different periods? Do you ever wonder why they don't let you out after you've done all your work? What is the point to keep kids in the classroom when you have nothing else to tell them? Let them roam the hallways free! Just keep a close eye on them! Sorry, had to let that out. Anyways, have a great day tomorrow and I'll talk to you soon!

Sunday, January 31st, 2010; 8:19 pm.
| Hiatus--Over! |

SO! Like the new layout? I was messing around with the layout and I accidentally deleted the left menu and it totally revamped it! I was like--awesome! :D I really like this one. A lot. I named it music mayhem because music gave me the muse to finish it. Thanks, music! So I jammed out to different songs and it just poured out of me easy schmeezy. I still have some things to tweek. By the way, if you if IE and you're looking it like-ew, howcouldanyonelikethisatall?!?!, then switch to Firefox because it's the only browser that makes it look good. On IE it messes up the fonts and such.

Quick little updates in my life:
I passed exams! 3 A's and 2 B's. :D Also!: Goat show & sale on February 6th[tooclosD:] and my birthday is the seventeenth! Saying hello to thirteen and goodbye to twelve. That's pretty much it. Have a nice one! Leave comments and opinions on the layout in the cbox ah-bove. :)